
A life lived in the rain embraces the entire spectrum of love, from the peaks of joy to the valleys of despair. Some years blend both, while others tip the balance. These past two years have profoundly challenged me, compelling me to confront my past, embrace the present, and build a future rooted in newfound strength and inspiration. My journey is captured in the poetry within this book. For now, the future remains a dream in progress.
The Umbrella Fixer
A broken rib repair, as simple as
binding the dislocated pieces
with a length of wire, not even
the distance from your arm
to your heart
that is all it takes...
That and the eye of the man
squatting on the street corner
when the rain begins,
and you walk by,
surprised at the
impoliteness with which it began...
The umbrella fixer,
with eyes as discerning
as any eyes that pass him by,
looks for the simplest way
to help you.
You hurry by shoulder to the wind,
furiously flicking
your broken umbrella,
wanting to cavalierly throw its
carcass away
as it is of no use to you now;
but you brace against the wind that
its spindly form still shields you from.
It was of no importance,
though it protected you from
the heavenly waters
which drowned you in
a suffocating embrace
that nearly killed you.
But perhaps this winter
you did not die of an illness
from the wet cold, from being exposed
from being vulnerable to the bitter wind
that didn't care whether you were strong enough
to withstand its onslaught.
You wouldn’t have seen
the umbrella fixer,
crouching nearby;
who understands its value;
you wouldn't have noticed him
but for the rain
and your broken umbrella.
He politely smiles and offers to help.
You quickly hand him
your damaged stick, with torn fabric,
where rain pours in with the force
of God; and quickly, expertly,
with his needle and nylon
he quickly stitches,
and restores your defense against the rain.
What manner of man is this?
He goes to your very soul.
You quickly walk away
protected again, and warm
without a thought
of the man who bows, smiling
behind you, as he waits
for the next hapless soul.
The umbrella fixer is there
when the sky is falling
and the sun explodes
and when the weeping rain
floods the earth, he softly whispers:
I will help you fix this one
small thing.